1. Organize my life more, stop procrastinating
2. Continue the vacation planning: visas and travel insurance and other things
3. Get the results that I want
4. Work to get the life that I really want
5. Finish at least one of the half-finished books
Old friendship, the good times, having my life on schedule and fairly organized (even I still had time to do the funs).. Is it so hard?
Back to usual Monday blues reflection and deep thinking session. Which sometime resulted in me becoming too tired and thirsty, Rachel Berry-esque manner, to do anything else.
I have problem to stand up for what I believe in and to say what I actually want. I think too much, and therefore before I could say anything I would just nod and smile and let myself get stereotyped. I also think some people think that I am hot-tempered but can be teased mercilessly for some reasons. Yep, I can be straightforward and sarcastic at times, but I think I am just cold.. I know that I do not share a lot of private things verbally to people I do not really know, and if they asked me something I will just try to divert the conversation by sending jokes and irrelevant comments. Well, I am an introvert and do not talk too much to people I do not really know.. Or maybe I just talk too seriously (I cannot easily joke around with people that I cannot really relate) and a bit too argumentative.
And because I think too much - I am melancholic afterall, I often withdraw myself from people. A friend told me earlier this week not to think too much..
PS. I do not bite.
PS. I do not like to be thought similar, in behavior, values, and opinions, to anyone else that happen to appear similarly or come from similar background.
PS. I would really really appreciate it if you can name my high school correctly if I have told you what it was. And do not think that its alumni are too similar to another similar-but-different school. And do not stereotype the alumni. Thank you.